A few weeks ago I succeeded to finish it... although, it's not complete if I have no one to listen to it.
I sent it to my previous orchestra teacher even though all I got was a "Oh, that's sounds interesting..." and no real feedback. I have also been asking my current orchestra teacher if I could play it for the class to listen, and my best friend has been asking him also. He says that we can listen to it, but by the end of the day he always just disregards and "forgets". Ere all that, I had my family listen to it but no one really told me how it was...all I got was "Was that you actually playing the violin?".
The only real support I have right now is from my brother and my mom. I have also been struggling with homework from the teachers who fail to teach us correctly, and all I here at school anymore is the dirt that comes out of everyone's' mouth. Even though the first quarter of the school year has ended, and I have gained all strait A's, I don't feel happy and I don't feel like I have learned anything.What bothers me the most is that most all teachers fail to listen to what the kids want or feel. They're here teaching us about how to stop bullying, but they're not teaching us how to prevent it... The reason why kids bully each other is because they may feel stressed out or overwhelmed, or maybe they're just trying to find their place in this world. I understand now because the way I feel makes me feel angry, and what we need to know is how to release our anger in positive ways. That is my message...
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